Mar 19, 2001 - Nibbles    No Comments

Here I am almost midnight and unable to sleep. There is an aching in my heart. An empiness maybe? Why do I have to allow myself to look back? Pity is pitiful. Still I can’t seem to chase away this hollow in my heart. I wish I could cry. Maybe I could cry it away. But my tears are silent, and my pain is haunting. Am I kidding myself. Am I trying to live a dream. Will I wake up one day and realize someone was playing a joke on me and this wasn’t really real?
It’s a diving feeling within the depths of my soul. A wash of agony through my center. Crying out, but for what I’m uncertain. Hold me. Tell me it will all be better. Take this cup from me. Let tears wash away my pain.

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