So Curt’s on with someone else. I was thinking I need to get rid of his pictures from the frames around the apartment, and wondered if he’d taken our “friend” pic down from atop his desk.
I guess I’m moving to Seattle. Nothing in life seems to have much motivation behind it. I briefly considered calling Josh this evening, to bury the hatchet as they say. Realized I long ago deleted his number from my phone.
I pray that I be guided in what I should do, I hope for a clear answer. I don’t want to be in Texas. But I also don’t want to lose my ground. I worry about money, about having a job and being able to support myself.
Sometimes I think back and wonder what life would have been like if I didn’t have all this debt. What different choices I would have made in life.
Well, I guess as in all things we’ll just see.